Chapter 120
“Yeah, it’s nice!” | really couldn't care less at the minute what he decided to wear, | had much bigger things on
my mind.
“I thought you'd be more excited for me.” He quickly shut off the projection and cleared his throat. Taking a seat
in front of me. Arya and Adrian were currently at their training along with the rest of the wolves, while me, Nick
and the rest of the teenage humans were left in a room to converse with each other.
“I was going to wear yellow.” Erin piped in while sitting down next to Nick who looked at that stupid holographic
device flipping through the different colored suits. “Oh, that one is just lovely.”
| could feel jealousy cloudevery tthey would both get excited over something. | didn’t mean to let myself
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Do you think? Ary
Arya is adamant on having purple as the main color scheme, so I'm not sure.” He turned tosheepishly,
obviously wanting my input on all the things he thinks matter. “What do you think?”
“What?” Oh right he was now showingsbrown suit. | really didn’t care about his stupid wedding. There
was loads of tto plan it, but no tat all forto plan my self protection. The king wouldn't be gone
forever, and | was mentally preparing myself for the inevitable punishment that would be coming my way. Oh
yeah it’s nice.”
“Con Dylan, your best friend is planning his wedding, aren't you at least a little bit excited for him.” Erin
tried to get a reaction out of me, but she only madea little bit more annoyed, could they not see everything |
had been through thanks to these wolves? Of course | was excited for him, but | was also quite numb to the
joyous occasion.
“I thought you'd be a bit more supportive.” What? Is he serious right now.
“I've been nothing but supportive to you! What more do you want from me, Nick?” | was really annoyed now as |
stared at the boy | used to know. | just don’t know when he becso selfish.
“I'm sorry that you don’t like your situation, but sof us are actually happy, | don’t think it’s fair of you to
bringdown, just because you are.” | that truly what | have been doing? Have | been projecting my feelings on
to other people? Am I truly turning into that person who can’t let anyone else feel happy?
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Wait, I'm in limbo at the minute because of him, | stood up to the king, on live television to stop his dad from
receiving punishment. Maybe it’s notwho can’t let other people feel things. Maybe it’s him, he’s happy and
doesn’t want anything to taint his precious life.
“I'm sorry, | really am but picking your wedding suit isn’t exactly high on the list of priorities. Imagine if you were
me? How would you feel if you were being tortured every single day, by the one person who is supposed to
cherish you? You have everything Nick, you have the pack, you have your dad, and you have Arya. | barely even
remember my dad, | haven't seen my mom in months and the one person I might actually have feelings for had
to leaveor he would have been killed. Not to mention the fact that Tve just put everything on the line for you
and your father, so please, don’t you dare stand there and say | don’t support you.” | stood up half way through
my little melt down and began pacing the sitting room. All the humans sight was steadily tracing my every step
while they remained silent, reeling in the frustration emitting from me.
“I didn’t know you'd met someone you liked.” Erin spoke softly as she was clearly affected by my words. I'd only
told the truth. Had they seriously been under the impression that I've been absolutely fine, a few punishments
here and there, but nothing I couldn't handle. Did they think I'd be back by Christmas? Celebrating with a smile «
on my face and presents surrounding me?