GoodReadUnlock the content CLICK HERE TO WATCH THE "It's not as easy as that. He's here". I tapped the side of my head. Ssentences are incomplete if you are not reading this on Jo, bn,ib.c om. Visit J'obni'bto read the complete chapters for free. "Everyday I think about him, everyday I cry, I don't know how much longer I can take this. He left me". I cried. "The guy I'm supposed to be with left me".
I knew it was only a matter of tbefore I completely broke down. But I didn't think it would be in the hospital car park in front of my gran.
"It wasn't suppose to be like this". I blinked away my tears. I was embarrassed at the way I was acting. I shouldn't be crying, I was sick of crying.
He did this to me.
"Aw sweetheart". She whispered taking a hold of my hand in hers. "It'll all work out I promise. He'll chome, he will.
"I feel so lost". I always thought I could handle being away from him but I couldn't. Our relationship wasn't the best but it wasn't all bad. "How could he leave when he knew the effect it would have on me". "Reach out to him. Tell him everything you've just told me. He'll be suffering too".
"No". I wiped at my eyes. No matter how much I wanted to I couldn't. I was too stubborn for my own good.
"Why don't you ask the girls to cround tonight. I'll stay with George. You need your friends around you honey".
Follow on NovᴇlEnglish.nᴇtThe girls had been great. Always checking up on me, always messaging and calling. I still hadn't faced his parents yet. I felt so guilty, I felt like I was to blame.
"Yeah I might actually". I hadn't had a girls night in ages and right now I needed it more than ever. "Let's go get your hand seen to and then I'll take you for slunch".
"Okay".
"So how does it feel?". My gran asked.
We were in the car on our way to the coffee shop. It wasn't late but we didn't want to go all the way out of town for a Starbucks.
"Weird". I was trying and failing to closed my hand into a fist. "Still feels a little tender".
"Remember what the doctor said. It'll take a few weeks until it feels normal again. Don't over do it". She scalded as she caughttrying to clench my hand. "It's my dominant hand gran. I need to get back to using it".
"And you will in due time. I don't want you ending up with another cast back on it". She parked the car outside the coffee shop.
"That won't happen". I unclipped my seatbelt and waited for the traffic to pass before I opened my door. As we entered the coffee shop I smiled at Reign. "Leah, Miss Wilson. Sit anywhere and I'll be with you in a second".
We headed for a window seat at the back of the shop. Away from prying eyes but just enough so I could see who was coming and going.
I was nosey shoot me.
"How cI haven't met her yet?". She asked as we took our seats.
"It's complicated". I scanned over the menu already knowing what I was getting.
"Rocco's sister right?".
Looking at her from over the menu she winked at me. "I know enough to keep myself in the loop. I'm guessing them being asked to stay didn't sit well with Jake?".
Not something I really wanted to talk about. Him I mean. It either really upsetor really annoyedand right how I didn't have the energy to be either. "Yeah". I sighed. "I want a double cheeseburger with extra pickles and dirty-....". I stopped myself. "What are you eating?".
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"You know it is okay to think about him right?". She leaned over placing her hand on top of mine "It's normal sweetheart. He is after all your mate". "Yeah I know". I placed my menu back in the holder just as Reign reached the table. "Ready to order?". She smiled.
"Can I have the chicken tenders-.....
"Two double cheeseburgers with extra pickle and dirty fries to share". My gran interrupted cuttingoff. "You want soda or coffee?".
"Coke please".
"Two cokes as well sweetheart".
"Coming right up".
"You don't eat cheeseburgers". I frowned.
"I do just not very often. I'm going to nip to the ladies room I'll not be long".
Taking out my phone I sent a message to Alanna to see if she fancied coming over for girls night. She replied instantly.
'Yes girl! I'll drop by for 7. Ax'
Seeing as I already had my phone out I opened up Facebook typing his non the search bar. I hadn't o'm checked it, was to soaked to incase I saw something I didn't like. Clicking on his nI scrolled through, the first thing I noticed was that picture of him and those girls were gone. Y'know the one I found on the night we had the fight. It had been deleted.
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