GoodReadChpater 368 The sob fell from my lips as I held onto him for dear life. My emotions hit, reality seeping in. I had never been sure if I was ready to be a mom, but I never wished for anything like this to happen. My head was a mess. I still couldn't understand how I could miss something I never had but I did. Our baby was part of me, part of us and now nothing.
"I just want to go hplease". I cried.
"I'm so sorry baby". He whispered kissing the top of my head. "I'm so so sorry".
I wasn't sure how long he held me, but I didn't want him to let go. As much as I was angry, he always had a way of calmingdown. He moved us making sure I was comfortable, my head resting against his chest. "Is this okay for you, are you sore?".
I was but I didn't care. I didn't want to move.
He was my safe place and right now I needed him more than ever.
Follow on NovᴇlEnglish.nᴇtI was ready to be discharged. Well, I was discharging myself. The doctor cand went. Explaining toand preparingfor what happens after a miscarriage.
But that wasn't the reason they wantedto stay another night. My injuries weren't serious, but they wanted to keepfor observations. I was not doing that. If anything were to happen, I would have the pack doctor. I wasn't even sure why Jake hadn't takento him first. He hates hospitals, doesn't trust them and yet here we are.
"I don't think this is a good idea Leah".
Jake of course was against the idea ofdischarging myself. One more night wasn't going to hurtapparently.
"I'm fine". I just wanted to be in the comfort of my own home.
"You're not fine you can barely fucking walk". He ran a hand through his hair. I knew he was holding onto his temper for my sake. "Stay for one more night and I'll take you hin the morning". "You hate hospitals". I spoke.
"What?". He frowned.
"You hate hospitals so why are you trying to getto stay?".
"Because you've been hurt, and I want you to get the best care. They recommend you stay another night so please just fucking listen to them".
I wasn't buying that bullshit excuse he was trying to hitwith. Was there something he wasn't telling me? Something he didn't wantto know? Him keeping things fromwas nothing new. "Fine". I gave up, I wasn't going to argue about it. "But if I'm staying another night I'm staying alone".
"What, no".
"Yes".
"You're being difficult Leah".
I shrugged. I knew I was, but I didn't care. I wanted to go home; I didn't understand why he wouldn't just takehome.
Follow on Novᴇl-Onlinᴇ.cᴏm"I swear to god-...". He was cut off by a knock on the door before his mom poked her head inside.
"We're staying another night and that's final".
"No, you're not".
"Oh, I can cback". She spoke.
Probably felt the tension in the air or she heard our conversation. I wasn't in the mood for visitors, nor did I want them. Not to be rude but I wasn't up for talking to anyone. What was there to talk about?
"It's fine mom. Can you sit with Leah until I make a call?" The content is on novelenglish.net! "Of course, you go".
Great. Awkward silence because what was there to talk about? What do you say in this situation? I wasn't in the best of moods; I feared what would cout of my mouth. "So, you want to go home?". She asked. I nodded.
"Then go home".
"Try telling your son that"
"Jake doesn't get a say in the matter. You want to go hthen go home". Oh.
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