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"Baby it's only been three days since-....
"Don't say it". I whispered. "Please don't say it". I was trying my hardest not to cry. The lump was already forming in my throat, the tears filling in my eyes. I know I had a miscarriage; I know I was no longer pregnant, but I wasn't ready to hear those words yet. "Okay, okay". Bringing my hands to his mouth he pressed his lips against my fingers. "Whatever you need, whatever you want just letknow".
Follow on NovᴇlEnglish.nᴇtI showered and changed into something other than pjs. I cried my heart out, broke down but surprisingly I felt better. So much so I wanted to go for breakfast with my friends.
I couldn't keep myself locked away in my room. What good would that do? Isolating myself wasn't going to make anything better. Deep down I knew bottling everything up wasn't the way to deal with this.
I applied slip gloss to my lips and sprayed a little perfover my neck. It wasn't a crto want to look good or make myself feel better. I slipped my arms into my leather jacket and grabbed my black boots from the closet before heading downstairs. Jake didn't know I had changed my mind about going for breakfast. His frown clear he smiled once his eyes reached mine.
"I think I want to go for breakfast". I spoke.
"Do you wantto drive you?". He asked.
I nodded. "I can catch a ride back with Alanna".
"Or I can cpick you up and we can drive to the cabin for the night?".
If none of this happened that's where we would be right now. Enjoying the peace and quiet. Enjoying spending ttogether but right now I wasn't sure the peace and quiet would doany good.
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Anger was still to come. I just wasn't sure when that was going to happen. Or spending tjust us was exactly what I needed. Tfor us to heal together.
My head was scrambled, I was sick of having these arguments with myself. Instead of thinking about it so much I should just do it.
"Yeah". I smiled. "I'd like that, but can we maybe try and get me.
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