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Chapter 0165
As I looked around. Alec stood and watched me. “What do you think?”
“It’s amazing.” I said before I grabbed some scissors and started cutting the plastic off the
tattoo chairs.
“Just amazing?”
“Perfect? Everything I wanted? What adjective did you want?”
“Your moods are all over.” Alec rolled his eyes at me.
Slamming down the scissors, I stood up and laid into him. “You know what? This is f ucking
bu lls hit. I just had to sign my father’s will, got told he could very well die on Sunday and
within this last week, my shop was destroyed, one of my best friends died, I’ve been in
two separate rogue attacks and car crashes. Not to mention the crazy guy that thinks he
has dibs on me. I think I am holding it all together nicely. I f ucking tried to have a good
attitude and you got annoyed at me for that. Now, I am back to being sulky and you are
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and you are
going to tell me how I am suppose to reach to all this? You have been incredibly supportive
this entire
time… until now. What do you want from me?”
My wolf was getting worked up. I knew my eyes had changed by the look in Alec’s face.
The anger was building. How does one shift between all these feelings? I wasn’t someone
that crawled under the covers
and ignored the world.
“You’re right. I’m sorry.” Alec held up his hands as he walked towards me.
“I don’t want to hear, I’m sorry. I want to know how you think I should respond to all this?”
Crossing my
arms, I dared him to speak.
“I just…” Alec came up to me and placed his hands on my shoulders. The calming affect
was instant and that partially annoyed me. “I just want you to be okay. I want you to feel
these emotions so you can work through them. Hiding behind humor or S**ual feelings
isn’t going to change what has happened or what
could happen. Holding it all in isn’t healthy.”
“I’ll process them in my own time, not when you think I should do it.” I said stubbornly as I
pulled away from him. “Did you not see how stressed out Colt was? He has always been
the emotionally level twin. For him to be this stressed out is a big f ucking deal. He has
always been someone that I counted on to be level headed and to see things clearly. For
him to be like this, I can only imagine what is going on over there. Selfishly, I refuse to go
over there. Next time I see An n, she will be ash. You want me to f ucking feel things?
FINE! I feel guilty I am not over there helping him. I feel s hitty that Penny has basically
replaced me as An n’s punching bag.” I started assigning feelings to each finger. “I am
heartbroken my dad might die on Sunday. Confused as to what is in Florida. I am
unbelievably pis sed off that Darin has f ucked up
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gualty that Ace died to protect the One of my best trends died for much makes me fa
dys for being so happy with your stugad as s F ucking scared that all of this has kept you
fr coming ache Your own mother told us that because of me you don’t get the just yet are
could challenge you at any moment and while I believe you will win The thought of having
our bond transfer so
“I couldn’t even find the words to describe that “And finally, I have to still be happy for the
pack, happy this place is getting done, happy for Emmy and everyone I honestly don’t
know what you want from me. I am literally giving you all I have to give. There is nothing
left in me right now” There wasn’t
even tears to spilt
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